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Originally Posted by unaluna
I can relate. I think your T1 sort of mimics that dynamic - when he called you back in, he selected you. I don't think it really matters if you work with T1 or T2, but I DO think the passivity is the issue. Like the Cinderella complex. From your posts so far, you DO come across as very confident, so it's like, what went wrong??! What underlies that? Parents who didn't believe in you? Still like that? Some secret fear that these incidents supposedly prove, that you try to hot yoga run away from.  |
I just got crushed by the loss of this creative opportunity and haven't been able to get back up again. I really just need to start my own projects so I can have a creative outlet, even if it's not for some big TV show, but I just spin around and around--I decide what I want to do, then come up with a million reasons why it won't work, or I decide I want to write a blog, then I say--no wait, maybe I should keep trying to get stuff published on legit websites instead of wasting it on a blog that I won't get any readers on--I do this with all my creative projects and then I just get so overwhelmed and confused that I just can't decide what to do next, so I do nothing.