So, my parents are going to buy my house if/when my husband and I divorce so that I can still live in it. However, I will have to work.

I found (well actually my t found) a local agency that helps those with disabilities find a job that fits them.

I have met with someone from this agency and, after receiving the documents proving my disability, she is already making my resume and already has a potential job lined up with what I did 7 years ago when I last worked outside of my home. This potential job placement has both part time and full time positions available and has good pay (I will definitely need part time to start).

The trouble is, I am terrified of working! Terrified! Anyone else ever been in a similar position? My pdoc who doesn't think I can handle a job was even excited at the prospect because he said I can get my quarters in and go on SSDI instead of SSI. We shall see. I was fine in a workforce and had a good job before I had my second baby when my husband and I decided I should quit working and stay home with my kiddos. It is only after this that I have gone insane and now I fear that stress will only exasperate my wellness. I need to stay well. Help!