It's been over a year since my friend left and I still miss her horribly. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her. I know deep down that we will/can never be together, but there's still that small irrational part of me that thinks "maybe someday". Hopefully some day I'll get over her, but I don't see it happening any time soon and it's tearing me apart. Don't know how much longer I can go on like this.