hey t, i dreamed about j last night. in the dream i sneak away from a training class to go and meet her, and we spent the night together out in a cabin in the woods (like at the north rim) and and and it was such a lovely dream.

it's funny because i will be in training for most of this week at work... heh heh.... wishful thinking i suppose... i would so love to see her again, but i don't even know how to contact her anymore.

i'm not even going to tell you about this dream, because what would the purpose be, besides we won't have time for it anyway because of the 45 minute think i'm going to ask you to start, so we'll need time to talk about that, and dammit i'm going to do a sand tray this time no matter what! I've been wanting to for awhile now but talking things keep getting in the way. i think this time i'll just say i am doing a sand tray, and talking at the same time, we can multi-task!!

agh! it's time to leave for work and i don't have my shoes on yet!