thank you for replies.

I dunno if it's disassociation... or if they mentioned it, because the doctor doesn't tell me anything, just asks me questions and then I don't ask any either. I have lots of trouble with expressing myself, and the only reason I found out they think it's delusional is cause when I was forced into hospital that's what it said on the paper...I felt betrayed, but I got over it eventually...I dunno what they think about it now.

I was in a psychosis program and changed doctors a few times, I guess I think some strange things, but I don't hear anything or see anything...but sometimes I think they don't believe me cause they always ask me....