yeah i know what you mean, im going to continue with it as much as i can..
like exercising a muscle, i want my tools to be in tip top shape as well

definitely need plans in place for when things get messy..

im super tired
is it possible to be psychotic in a dream?
these dreams confuse me so much.. involving SA..
in this one i could see myself, but i am in myself as well, but im not myself - i looked like my brother kind of, but not really.. was young.. and another kid was with 'me'..

i cant remember the dream completely... i just woke up when it got too much... and i remembered seeing myself as him, but also seeing someone else with me, maybe the other was me.. thats kind of how it felt but it was weird... i couldnt really pay attention because i was so thrown off by the appearance i thought was supposed to be me..
backing up against the wall holding each others arms.. not sure what happened but i think it was like i just floated out and was a spectator of the room, but like i said it got weird... the walls and lighting and stuff was wacky..
when i awoke i just remember wondering if you can be psychotic in a dream, because things started to get really weird and strange.. like when things flipped around and i could see myself as someone that looked similar to my brother, and the other kind of looked like me i think... and then for images to be flashing in my mind while seeing that, and to see someone on the other side they were backing away from or whatever..
dunno if that makes sense

i know they are just dreams, but my dreams feel like so much more you know never seem to get any rest hehe, just open my eyes to another world
was hoping to actually have a nice dream last night but im used to it...
dreams seem to be ramping up again

Godsmack-No Rest for the Wicked