Don't know what to do, been depressed for the past couple of months, I just want to lay in bed all day everyday, even on days I have appointments (I can't stay in bed on those days, but I want to). Been feeling like nothing is real, and that I'm not real, that everything I see is an illusion. I just don't know what to do, I can't take antidepressants due to (hypo)manic/psychotic episodes. I want to up my Lamictal, going to have to ask my psychiatrist in July. But for now, it's days in bed...