Yes, but there aren't only two "yous". Good and evil..... polar opposites. What about somewhere in the middle? Surely you are not evil if you have wicked thoughts, recognize and label them as so, and then choose not to act on them. It's not a bad thing to have thoughts like that-- it fact it's quite okay as long as you are dealing with them the way you need to, i.e. sharing them with T, writing them down. I think your T can accept all of the "yous"-- good, evil, everything in between.... and with you working as hard as you do, I bet you will be able to in time.