Hello -- I have had that bad feeling of dissociation, too. It's scarey. Hope you will talk with a T, new or old, and a doc who can prescribe medications. I tried for year to find one that worked. And I've also found that I have to get onto a medication very, very slowly. And that they can take a long time to reach full potency.

Holidays alone can be bad. Hope you'll keep coming back here.

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