I myself have to say i found myself like others in a state of shock and wonder and asking why would such a thing happen to me and that noone knew or could even imagine how i feel or what i was going through and with me comeing to this site has really opened my eyes and lifted my spirits and each message i recieve from everyone just seems to help in another form.I found myself yesterday with my T and all of the sudden i wanted to be there for people who are alone and are afraid to amit the depression and anger they may be feeling. Where i live is very isolated with no groups on grief or even anger and when i talked with her yesterday i have come to terms that i am not alone i dont have to deal with this depression alone.There are others like me or even worse for the matter but now i can become the person i once was of being strong and open hearted again to lend a hand and be with people who are alone and let them knowe that i am others will be here for them.and that they will no longer have to dure the life of being alone.I want to be that shoulder to cry on and even cry with them. I am going to live my life the way my daughter has always seen me and her life and spirit will live on in others.Making them strong to go on in their lifes as well for their loved ones.And i myself owe it all the PC and the people who came and cryed with me and helped me along my journey which i am still on but with the faith of god and my daughters spirit and my friends here i can go on.
So always know you have friends here people who will help you concor what ever it is that has to be done to bring you back to a life of happiness.