I did see doctor I thought it went well. I've been crying for awhile. I spent part of day with my mom yesterday. I did not work today. I am planning on traveling on Wednesday and have been for months. She said earlier she didn't think that was safe, and I should call doctor. I did not overtly discuss that with him. We essentially said it's not a big deal for me to miss a little bit of work because my supervisor and position are pretty flexible. Which is how and why this job has been so good for me the last few months. My mom actually said I was ''too" up yesterday. I thought I was extremely depressed. She said I laughed at everything and thought everything was so funny. I did laugh a lot but I thought it was in context. I did start laughing in the waiting area, I just didn't have a good filter and found another patient amusing, when they weren't intending to be. I'm fine in so many ways. I really do feel I've been healed of anxiety, of suffering, etc. So I have no distress. Can you offer honest feedback. This is important to me that I travel, it's for a friend's wedding. I can understand some concern about airport, subway, etc. If I missed this I would be devastated and that's what I have been crying about.

I do not have the numbers. I did tell doctor about them and the healing.