I've been really struggling for the last two weeks with my mind filled with suicidal thoughts and a wish to just die. It has been through PC that I have found the courage to keep on keeping on...at least so far. Knowing that so many people struggle with the same battles as I do and some how survive gives me hope that I can too make my life better some way. I've given up on getting "over" the depression and coming more to understand that I will probable always suffer from bouts of depression and I just have to accept it as a part of my life. Reading the life stories and struggles with PC friends helps me know that it can be done and I want to thank all of you for helping me through some bad times. I want to learn to be more supportive on PC and not just a "taker". Thanks guys.