i'll keep this short- but not a great weekend.

sunday was father's day, and i ended up being triggered by the whole event



sunday night i got an email from someone saying she was suicidal, and could i talk to her.. that was hard to do, after the day i had- telling her, or trying to tell her the good bits to living- and why she should continue

she messaged me again today... well, i rang chrisis last night- they told me where to stick it. so now it falls to me to help her

yesterday i spent 3 hours (3 hours) talking to the bank.

apparently they've put a lock on my account, and they won't unlock it for any reason- they say it's not their problem, and after 3 hours all i ended up with was 1 irate woman on the phone telling me to.. stop bothering them

but i'm calling back today to see what the score is

drained from the weekend, really i am

glad to be on here now though