i am trying to just relax a bit but it is hard and now the demons are scaring me again i am scared they will be even more mad if i go there i dont know i dont know what to expect with this place my psychologist really seemed to want me to go he said he will talk to the hospital as well i dont know he said he has another client there at the moment and it didnt take them long to get a spot there like only a week and that is also scaring me cause it means i could be going soon and i dont know i am just really scared right now.