Dear T
I'm writing here so I don't email you.
So...I feel like I'm moving in the right direction, finally, finally. It's amazing just to talk about the horrors and dark secrets of the past with my H as if we're talking about any other stuff. I can't believe I'm here.
I'm waiting for the fall. I'm waiting for it all to go wrong.
And, you're amazing as always...but I miss you, even when you're right there in session. I miss the obsession. I miss needing you so much.
Red xxx