Hi T-on-leave,

or should I say ex-T. Not sure what will happen when you get back. But that won't happen for two more months.
It has been 3 months already. And I'm still hurting. Still angry. I've talked to current T about it, but it hasn't help me (yet). Today was a hard day. I totally broke down. I cried, I yelled, I cried some more. Feelings of abandoment, anger, sadness, worthlessness, and more.
I should talk to current T about this. I'm always afraid that when I start about a topic which I've brought up before, that I'll come across as nagging.
When will these feelings become less? I've been having these feelings ever since you told me you ''wonderfull'' news. So I've been struggling with this for about 5-6 months.