Thanks for the elaborate response CriesAndGoodbuys.

No need to apologize. I am glad you cleared some things up but I didn't have any negative feelings about your previous post anyway. Your latest post is very thoughtful. A few things poped up in my mind as I was reading about your need for your T to be open with you about how he feels about you. It'll take me a bit of time to articulate them. I tend to reflect deeply on things and words don't come easy when you try to pull them from a deeper place. So, talk later. Again, thanks for the elaborate explanation.