Went over to my Dads today, forcing myself to get out if the house, got a cute shirt from Forever 21. Almost didn't get my med recipient due to an insurance screw up, made me freak out, and my brain completely shut down. Did end up working out in the end and I got my meds, but still, idk what to do if this happens again... Still feel really depressed though, how can I have a mostly good day and still feel like crap? That's depression I guess, good days don't matter cause the depression is still there...