Yes, I never acted on it but absolutely, 100%. I seek attention, I'm more confident, charming, social and sexual. When not manic I have zero sex drive due to pelvic pain issues. When I'm manic, I feel beautiful and sexual and easily aroused by people other than my husband. I've been lucky to have not really acted on it. Now that I know about the symptom and that its part of the illness, I can avoid people and the Internet and other places I could get into trouble. My husband doesn't like me when I'm manic, and sometimes treats me badly, so I don't feel attracted to him at the time. Those are sad and difficult times but I manage.
It can be dangerous behavior and could lead to disease and more. It's important to talk with a doctor and manage this symptom. Try to get control of the mania anyway you can.
Hugs to you. Stay safe.
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