i know i have been posting a lot lately (im Sorry) it has helped a lot . so far today has been an ok morning . im in an ok mood .something that has not been in a log time .my son goes to his apt today to find out if he has to have surgery . he is also in a hospitable mood . he can be so pleasant and fun to be around when he isnt dripping with attitude . i miss seeing that in him . i know i react to his horrible mood badly . i just hope he doesnt need surgery because that means the good mood is gone again