I am a 50 year-old divorced woman with ADHD (take meds) and over the past few months I have become very hyper sexual. I am horny almost all the time and masturbate at least 3-4 times a day. I wake up aroused every morning and sometimes in the middle of the night, too. Lately, I have started to engage in sexual chats and have been "mutually masturbating" with other men online but then I feel guilty afterward because I am a Christian and I know I should not be acting like this.
I absolutely do not want to be in a relationship with anyone right now. However, I do feel like I might be missing physical contact. Part of me fantasizes about having sex with a stranger. Sometimes when I am driving, I am tempted to expose my breasts to truckers. I am not currently working and that contributes because when I am working, I do not have the time for these thoughts. I have lost weight recently and am proud of my body. I think I may want to show it off. But I want to be safe, too. I don't believe in casual sex, but then why do I feel like I want to have sex all the time???