Listen to a saved voice mail at work.

Call and listen to her answering machne message. (It makes me chuckle.. She must have been distracted or really really concentrating on some other part of the message she was recording, because at the beginning she says in her calm, slow distinct manner, "If this is an emergency, hang up and dial 9-1- hesitation.."... "-1". Too funny, as if she just couldn't quite recall that entire...number...)

Imagine a conversation with her.

Fantasize about her hugging me or comforting me.

Recall something we've talked about and explore it more.

Remember a particular wonderful session or a favorite moment with her.

Think of the room... my view from where I sit each time.

She wears dresses and I love her clothes, so I might think of a particular dress she's worn that I like.