I've always been somewhat withdrawn, but ever since my BP diagnosis, I've been more withdrawn than ever. I just feel uncomfortable socializing, I guess. I haven't told a soul about my BP diagnosis, so I know I am withholding information from people, and that's what makes me uncomfortable.
I consider myself an honest person because I can't recall a time I've ever lied to someone, but when I withhold information like that, I feel like I'm "lying" even though I know it's not quite considered lying. That's why I'd like to be more open about the Dx.
How did you guys open up about your BP diagnosis? I'd like to open up to people, but I also don't want to be awkward about it. For example, I don't want to be like, "omg lol. Nice to meet you! I'm bipolar!" Seriously, that's just f***ing weird. Surely there is a better way to bring this up in a conversation.
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