"I'm working on finding a therapist who I can trust so I can go more into these types of problems."

This sounds like a good idea. Have you found one? As far as trust goes, your therapist is required to keep your drugs use confidential - they won't call the cops or anything like that. If you decide to see a doctor that specializes in an addiction, your therapist and Doctor could only communicate with each other upon your express written permission.

Is confidentiality holding you back?