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Therapy appointment. Therapist thinks I'm manic.
HOW CAN I BE ****ING MANIC WHEN I FEEL HORRIBLE!!!! WHAT IS ****ING WRONG WITH ME!!!!!
Work today. I'm not exactly in control of myself right now and I'm worried I'm going to tell someone to **** off.
Therapist: Oh blah blah blah... Some people are irritable and agitated when they're manic...
Just... ****!!!!
I sat and swore at her the entire appointment.
Emergency pdoc appointment tomorow. No idea how she's going to help me.
I don't know what's ****ing wrong with me!
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