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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte
Therapy appointment. Therapist thinks I'm manic.
HOW CAN I BE ****ING MANIC WHEN I FEEL HORRIBLE!!!! WHAT IS ****ING WRONG WITH ME!!!!!
Work today. I'm not exactly in control of myself right now and I'm worried I'm going to tell someone to **** off.
Therapist: Oh blah blah blah... Some people are irritable and agitated when they're manic...
Just... ****!!!!
I sat and swore at her the entire appointment.
Emergency pdoc appointment tomorow. No idea how she's going to help me.
I don't know what's ****ing wrong with me!
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You're manic. Seriously. It's just that you are irritated because others don't see why you are "right". Mania without too many people is nicer. Especially clinicians are bad. My friends are bonkers so they just shout back.
So I can just maintain they're mad and keep loving myself.