My facebook just showed a pic from five years ago when my first break happened---it was just a couple of days after I left the hospital and shortly after the voices told me to join facebook.....I don't even remember the pic it was so long ago and yet the memories of my psychosis are strong...it's amazing to me that it's still impacting me 5 years later. I was just thinking that everyone dreams of being med free to be more natural and yet nature is the ***** that made me sick in the first place.