I would fire whomever makes your "to do" lists. What's up with them if they make you feel bad?
Wish lists are ok, if you keep them that way... good if you get something, neutral if not.
Hey, I was on PC (with only 3 others) till maybe 5 or 6 am! What does it matter WHY we stayed in bed?

It's being an adult and knowing we can change our minds, review the payoffs and results for decisions, live with our decisions.
I sure hope for cooler weather sooner (keep storms away too.) We've had no hurricanes this year

so far.