I am still trying to figure this out, so please be patient.

I was diagnosed with Major depressive disorder, with bi-polar features in 1996. My BP feature is that I crash like bp. I don't have Manic episodes. Anyway, through out the years since, I have lost both my parents, My husband has been accused of sexual harrassment several times, with good reason, and my family of ten kids has basically fallen apart at the seam. Needless to say, I am really messed up! I hate depression because it has ruined my life. I used to be independant and confedent, but now I just go from one hospital stay to the other, just waiting to fall. I have been in and out of the hospital 12 times since 1999, and my p-doc kids me about my frequent flyer miles The best thing about the hospital is my doctor is a HOTTIE [ and there is nothing better than being woke up by a hottie. Other than that...It sucks!!!
so there it is in a nut shell.
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