I am so sorry for the situation you find yourself in now, and thank you for sharing. You are a strong person to be able to share your story and emotions. It is a scary thing to start over and leave it all behind, leaving what may be the only thing we know. However, I think it is so good that you are counting your blessings. We have so much to be thankful for that we sometimes overlook. This could be the start of something great though. It is never too late to find what makes you happy. Unfortunately, relationships truly are delicate because it always takes two people to make it work. I commend you for wanting to work through the issues you two may have had. Thank you for sharing, and you have our support here at PC