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It partially sounds like derealization. Feeling like you're only partially present or not really present at all. Like a dream state almost. It happens to me when I'm very anxious. My pdoc has me take Clonazepam scheduled when I get like that instead of as needed.
It is the feeling I hate the most being bipolar. I feel so out of control of what's going on around me. It's debilitating.
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The progress that we make does not seamlessly unravel. Such a tapestry is not easily weaved and made. The road to healing becomes cockeyed and crooked as we travel. If only the jagged stones before us were more comfortably laid.
Bipolar ll
Lamictal 150mg
Gabapentin 600mg
Seroquel 300mg
Clonazepam 1mg twice daily as needed
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