I worked for three years, The frirst year I jumped jobs multiple times. My most recent job was a computer tech job. I had times where My ups were so bad I'd try to destroy the car and wound up cutting myself up real bad. I had weeks were I would Be so depressed that I would wish that I would get into a car accident and not survive. These emotions were so bottled up and I would ruminate on them so bad that I would not be able to think. I recently left that job. But I do want to say everyone's experiences are different. You will not experience what I experienced nor will I ever experience your experiences. We may be similar but never exact. Sorry about the tangent but to answer your question I am currently unemployed .