I got school work done today - a little grueling. Then I lost all speed. I'm feeling low and maybe drained or resentful.

You sound like your emotions are in a better place than mine. Sometimes we need a lie in.

I've gotten bad about the list maker. I only allow things I want to do on the list most of the time and ignore the ones I should do. So I still need to vacuum my house.

I think in order for there to be synergy each person in a relationship or system needs to be whole. Then 1+1=10 instead of the times when we aren't and 1+1= -3.