Day 28 today for me, and I'm feeling pretty good about that. Having some cravings, but they're easy to dismiss as I'm on the antabuse still. 2 months now, until I go into rehab, and I'm struggling with how I'm going to fill the time. I feel guilty about taking the time to focus on just staying sober, and feel like I should be job hunting, but I know my brain isn't ready for me to work yet.
I have the option of going into an IOP program until I get into the residential program, and I'm thinking about it. My plan was to do the residential and do the IOP afterwards. I'm just afraid of burning out of rehab.
I need to really focus on building a routine for myself to get through the next 2 months.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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