Dear T.. I want to be needy but I so DON"T want to be needy.... I want to be vulnerable.. because it causes me to grow.. but it feels so exposing and difficult.. and makes me think I will annoy you or make you not like me as a person and want to quit my therapy.. i'm so afraid I will do or say something to make you fire me as a patient. ugh.. But you are the best therapist ever.. and ... your eyes.... shoot.. I'm probably blushing and you know .. awkward......