Why can't you see her again? Have you tried communicating with her?

I had a T I saw for 4 years. The clinic got bought out and she decided to transfer instead of staying with the new clinic. She allowed me to stay in contact with her via email. I was only allowed one email a year, but it really helped. She stopped emailing back last year, but she emailed for 10 years. It's okay though. She didn't abandon me. I got my closure with her.

I think closure is really important. I didn't get it with ex-T. My current T and I have worked on it for a year. Still miss her some days. And I'm still trying to learn to hold onto the positives despite the negatives. But overall I'm doing better.