Don't care about being annoying (or idiotic, obsessive or depressing). That should be the first thing to care about.
But don't dismiss people, anyone in particular or a type of person.
But don't feel guilty or ashamed if you do any of that. We've seen worse: ourselves, uncensored, all of it.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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