Hey everyone
I used to come here... a loooong time ago it seems, but something made me think that this place would be a good one to go to right about now. I need some help w/ this T thing... I have been seeing my T since 1 3/4 yrs and she is awesome... I don't know where I would be without her. I started seeing her b/c of my ED but naturally we have touched a lot on other things as well... I feel really comfortable with her but there are a few topics I still do not fee comfortable talking to her about and at times sessions have become more conversational than anything, b/c we are so comfortable w/ each other. I am doing better in many ways, but I am beginning to think I will never fully recover not get out of feeling certain things and certain ways about myself... on top of that my mom is really sick right now and I am at a loss as to how to cope- and I am, but I feel like everything is just so pointless.

I have been thinking about whether to keep seeing her at this point is a good thing or not, and I am so close to telling her I will not come to the next appt and not wanting to reschedule for now. I've felt like this b/f and I am happy I stuck w/ T and we do talk about this too- she thinks I do need to keep coming but she is very respectful of what I choose to do. I know I need her as support but I also feel like T is stressing me out right now and like I will not be able to make those last changes now or ever, and then why go....

I don't know what to do........ I honestly don't now. Any feedback is welcome. Thank-you!!