I'm having the same problem. My termination is in 10 months. I try to tell myself that 10 months is a long time and not to worry. But then I couldn't see my T this week and have had a really bad week, and all I want is my T. If I had to terminate now, I would have a breakdown! I don't know how I'm going to do it in 10 months. She tells me everything is going to be okay and I hold onto that phrase for dear life. I repeat it over and over...