this has been a question that's been up in the air for a very long time. I don't want to go into details but I question everyday whether I should remain in contact with my blood relatives or cut them out of my life. my adopted mother says I should, my therapist is indifferent on the situation and says just do what's best for you. I blame my blood mother for what everything that happened to this point, however I just can't seem to not hold a grudge though because she was doing what she felt she needed to do to survive and that included marrying a complete narcassitic, excuse my French, basdard who completely destroyed what little hope we had in becoming a family and get through. now she wants to be back in my life since I'm her oldest child. she always has my younger sibling wrapped around her finger, she says she is a christian now and is completely cognisent bit shows lack of remorse for putting me thrpugh hell and back again repeatedly. last night she even fb me not to say hi, how are you but to say add my grandmother. sometimes I feel I need to forgive them all but its impossible and my therapist is saying holding on to the guilt and anger is what's killing my chances of healing that last little bit but I just don't have it in me to let go. I just don't know what to do

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