I woke up today ready to scream. Mixed with agitation, anger, dysphoria. I gave in and took a few benzos and slept it off. But once those wore off, it was back with a vengeance. I usually take risperdal PRN for it but that stopped working and it stopped my periods. I used to take saphris and it seemed to help but I had to stop taking it because it made me stop sleeping and now I just read it can also stop your period. And on top of it, my stabilizer (trileptal) pooped out on me and a higher dose made my vision very bad (crossed eyes etc kinda scary!). So I'm at a loss here!

Pdoc called and said my normal dr moved out of state and I had to see a new one. Thanks for the warning right?! And I can't get in early because my car needs plates on it. Wtf do I do here?!

Sorry that turned into a rant. Bottom line, I need something that will stop this anger and agitation. Makes me want to crawl out of my own skin!! Plus, there are people in my house that have to put up with my cranky ***! Lol

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