Hey Hun,

Ugh, I'm sorry you are feeling so bad right now. Mixed states are awful.

I recommend Geodon. You will get a deep sleep but I've never had grogginess waking up, like with Seroquel. The one thing is that you have to eat 500 calories when you take it. Otherwise it won't metabolize properly. 500 calories of anything you want. It comes in generic and starts with a Z.

That sucks about your pdoc....the same darn thing just happened to my boyfriend. He was like what?!

See if you can get a script for Geodon. I wake up feeling good after taking it and haven't had weight gain or noticeable side effects.