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Originally Posted by RxQueen875
Thank you for this. I've also been slipping up with alcohol as I'm trying to ease the anxiety of my other issue. Then I drink and just want more of my "other issue". Good thing my bf is holding for me. I could tear up the house to find it for sure but I know I would hate myself for it. So I'll be good and sit on my couch lol. I feel like a zombie. Once the illness kicks in I'll be a monster lol. Or cindarella. Clock strikes 12 and I'm screwed lol. I hope I become where you are with this some day. I'll be a lot stronger. You're slip up opened your eyes and you turned it into a positive thing! And good for you! Stay on that wagon and recognize your gateways and stay away. Like a child that touches a hot stove. You got this!
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Thank you so much for saying that I am strong. Coming from someone that used to be the weakest blob of self pity and self hate, that means a lot. One year ago, I was struggling to even get out of bed in the morning, still abusing my suboxone and klonopin.
My point is, you may feel like this thing is impossible to beat right now but if you keep working harder and harder; just taking it one minute, one hour, one day at time, it will be another year and you may be where I am at now or some place even better in your life. Don't ever give up on yourself! ❤️
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