It sounds like FS runs on anger? Anger is a universal emotion, so there's hope for you yet, I believe. Dissociated anger may not have access to the more rational brain functions, and thus be less 'civilized' than you would like. Once associated again with the more rational and controlled parts of you it is likely there would be a mingling of both so that the uncivilized becomes more so and the more controlled becomes a little more relaxed, a little more accepting.