I usually get myself into trouble, like buying 2 cars in 3 weeks. or 350 bottles of nail polish. full blown psychosis is terrible and and I can't get out of it with out much effort. Hubby has called the cops on me one time/first time.
I was catatonic once that was awful. Paranoia is rampant, white cars good red cars bad....I am not able to recognize full blown psychosis while in it. hubby helps to a point...when I am really bad. last time was when I was put on trazadone and signs were jumping out at me while driving. I knew something was off but waited three weeks to take myself off of it. I wish I had more energy/motivation like others. My house needs a really really good cleaning!
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