I just made this aint really aware how to use I know I have some stuff definitely know I have un diagnosed add an add can't sit still or pay attention have no insurance they say I Make too much but can't afford doctor fees I thought I had bi polar but I can't be on the same feeling fir a day most of what I read people be normal for a week or two at a time I get in my feelings an break people vote gotta be terrible to be with me no one has ever been able to deal with it I been off an on with my girl for years she 'll get a tone a voice I 'll get my own app an move then we'll get back together after she trys me I'm so impulsive messy bad with bills memory I can't but help think some thing is wrong with my mind I mentally destroy people an I don't know what is wrong with me I'm 27 not diagnosed with anything I been knowing I was different my whole life an suffered a lot of legal trouble schools tried to diagnose me an make me see a doctor my grama wouldn't have it im afraid if I can't change I will always be alone im tired of giving the mother of my son the worst times of her life when she is trying so hard I get in feeling where I think I hate her but I could never what is wrong with me