i feel really bad i dont know what to do i am so scared and i feel like i am about to cry and i am trying to hold on but i dont think i can the demons are scaring me and they are mad and it is my fault and i really dont know what to do i feel like i cant ignore them or something really horribly bad is going to happen and that will be my fault too. i cant explain it i just i need i am sorry i just dont know what to do i am meant to be seeing my psychologist in a few days and i kind of want to tell him but then i dont know if that would be bad. i am scared he would send me back to the other hospital again i really dont feel in control i am not i dont know i really dont feel good. should i tell my psychologist? would it be bad the demons dont want me to i cant everything hurts i really dont know what to do would it be bad if i told him ugh i want i am sorry i am so sorry.