THE DREAMSARE COMING FAST AND FURIOUS. tring to avoid sleep. always my mother. last night my dream wasthat shestopped me from going to my grandads funeral. I was so close to him.she wouldn't tell me where he was buried (he was actually cremated irl.)
she laughed at me.
she'snever really been there for me, she hasproblems now andmy family want me to disown her, i can't, i feel too guilty. her friend has stabbed her in the back and the phone was ringingassoon as I came home from my holiday.she was asking me stuff about HER problems, notif I'd had a good holiday.
cant cope with this right now.

Jinny