That's exactly one of the reasons why getting in the hospital will be helpful. These things in your head don't care whether you live or die because they can always find someone else to torment. So hang in there, OK? The hospital can give you relief from them, and that's one of the things you need to get rid of them. It isn't poison, and it isn't a miracle cure either, because the meds might not get rid of everything. But meds will make them quieter, and a lot easier for you to get back in control and hopefully those beings will get quieter. Whose idea was it to have a war inside your head? I very much doubt it was you.

Please give meds a chance. Try them out and see. Yes, there are usually side effects but the main thing right now is to keep you and everyone else safe from them. The side effects can go away for most people, maybe after 4 to 6 weeks. I know that's a long time to wait for better days, but try it out and see. I'm rooting for you, and so are dozens if not hundreds more who are reading about your inner battle on here.

We all want you to feel better. And to finally realize these different forces in your head have no business being there, and wait until you finally get the benefit of the meds before you decide whether or not they are worth taking.

Everyone here just hopes you'll give it a chance. You have a lot of people rooting for you. A lot of love is being sent to you.