thanks amanda, its all confusing to me .. im trying to understand feelings and sensations that i have tried to ignore for ever, and then when i tried to give credence to them a little others told me it was something else, anxiety - which i guess maybe part of it..? but i dunno, its strange thing when you fall out of your body into a water world of Unfamiliarity

edt:
oh.. i just meant the feelings being different from each other..
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does DP effect the cognitive functioning..?
i have become so bad that i could not spell even a simple word.. or string together simple sentance that i was trying to say...

the next day when you see a piece of paper you were trying to play hangman with your mom, and the simple word bowl is spelt bolw, you cant help but feel so retarded

i guess thats what you get for trying to distract yourself during much symptoms... too strong to play the card game so try to do something more simple and cant even do that